There's a beauty in the world

Bye and Hello

2011-12-30T03:42:00.002+08:00

Hopefully 2012 will be a great great, prosperous, successful, peaceful and amazing year for me, for you and for everyone.

What is (or soon will be was), my 2011 resolutions?

err.. none. because I was dead asleep when people busy partying or celebrating new year.

What happen in 2011?
I resigned from the airlines company that I love since I was kid.
I paid insurance oh nope actually INSURANCES!
bought more IKEA stuff. hahaha does that even count??
small accident twice er no three times, but thanks Allah Im still safe
oh, I got my license... shhhh this one should be secret between us.
almost got summoned for speeding
*luckily they tought I'm a stewardess and they let me go*
geez! wait. geez!!! really? oh yea, because I still have the airline sticker
I'm gonna keep it then!
I move thr33 times this year, such a nomad

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What will be my 2012 resolutions?

1. New laptop (for the 4th time but this time I'm done with Windows stuff)!

2. Travel!

3. Boyfriend!!!
etc.etc.etc I will decide later

Hello I'm going to be 25 years old please I dont wanna get old alone.

But the problem is, I dont hv feelings for anyone yet. Well maybe 2012 will be different. We'll see! *evil laugh*

I'll give it a shot. I promise!

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Well what about you?
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Lets start counting days!

*I just realized I have neglected my blog for almost a decade. Am I right?*

I have no choice

2011-10-01T19:33:00.001+08:00

I'm sorry. I really really do.
But I hv no choice. I know its terrible.
I'm in a mess. I wish they understand but, they dont.
And yeah I feel guilty. for her, him, her and everyone.
I'm in the middle and I hv to choose. Well, actlly I hv no choice.
Time for me to focus about my responsibility as a big sister.

The wheel is spinning. Sometimes you're at the top. Sometimes you're at the bottom.
I guess now I'm at the bottom. But I believe everything is gonna be just fine.

Downhill

2011-08-15T00:10:00.000+08:00

There are times when you feel down and you feel unhappy with your life.

Thats when you feel like everything is not right.

We are young

2011-08-05T00:48:00.000+08:00

While we are still young, free and not attached. We better enjoy our life.

Travel as far as we can.

Do as many things as we want.

Be as silly as we can.

Fly as high as we can reach.

Jump as far as we are able to.

Smile and laugh as long as we can stand.

Eat while we're healthy

Run as fast as cheetah!

Enjoy life and have fun but of course know your limit.

But this one thing we must avoid. DRUGS! While we're still young.

credits to flickr

My birthday this year. Eh its 2011!

2011-08-04T06:30:00.000+08:00

OH MY GOD!

I forgot to post new entry for my birthday. It was almost a month ago

My housemate bought me to Chilis for dinner. She's so sweet isnt she?

Then, my colleagues made a suprise party in the office. They are so sweet arent they?

Thank you everyone.I love you all mucho! muaaahhh!

Ramadhan Al-Mubaraq

2011-07-31T22:56:00.000+08:00

In the name of Allah, The only one and the most gracious, the most merciful.

Salam Ramadhan to all muslims.

Tetiba pasal Love plak

2011-07-17T14:35:00.000+08:00

Love will come to you when you least expecting it.

But

In my case,

When I smell love. I'll run.

Run as far as I can. As fast as I can.

Does that make me a weirdo?

credits to flickr.

News for decade

2011-07-16T12:09:00.000+08:00

Whoa!
Seems like a decade.
Now Im back blogging.

A lot had happened In my life in just few months or weeks.
Good news, bad news, normal news and not so-good nows.

Good news.
We moved to new apartment.
Now we can wake up late everyday because the new place isnt that far from Commute Central!!! yeay

I went for email training few weeks ago.
And the trainer is Woooot woot! kinda cute Mr. Damn Canadian.
But, the next week, I've lost my interest on him. haha
I dont know why sometimes I think he's gay thou. No offence Mr.Trainer I know you're quite open ;)

Bad News
There was once, I cried for the whole day and night wishing my family to be back again like before
Allah heard my Doa.
Thank You Allah.

Never in my life getting into that situation
Where you wanna fly over there and fix it but you're stuck here because of some stupid rally blocking every road and even internet access!I ended up just crying and wishing and crying and trying to find ways to fly back to my hometown.

Not so good news
Because of the Bad News (as mentioned above) I realized that if that really happened, I have no one.

Oh no! Paparazi!

2011-06-14T00:48:00.001+08:00

Fun way to take photos. But to make it happen you might have to sacrifice your friend or maybe friends! wahaha. But it is fun. Ask your friend to do you a favor, ask them to pretend like a paparazi and you're the celebrity. And like what real paparazi do? they have to take your candid photos, and you have to pretend like a celebrity. Make sure your friend take a lot of photos because thats what paparazi do. =D
I love paparazi-like photos myself. And sometimes my friends or my sis have to bare with me. hah sorry.

Here's my candid paparazi-like photos. And thanks for my friends/ sis for being my paparazi.

sometimes you need big hat.

or sometimes you can borrow someone else's kid

or you can pretend like you're talking to your friend

or pretend like you're doing shopping

or this one is real candid but I did asked my friend to take my photo

maybe pretend like a celebrity going on vacation

or you can do a series of paparazi-like photos

or you can just act kool like a real celebrity smiling at the paparazi

or pretend like you really having a great laugh with your friend

or just flip your hair!

or a lot more. But Im sure you'll get bored if I put them all in here. =D

But... Paparazi-like photos is fun! try it.

Life is beautiful

2011-05-17T22:35:00.005+08:00

My life is getting better!

Happier every day
I love the sun
I love the sound of birds singing every morning
I love the sound of water splashing and flowing
I love the green view I see every day on the way to my new workplace
I love meeting a lot of people and especially hot guys *wink*

Im lovin every single day
Even if I have to walk and sweat before I reach office
It makes me happy and it makes me appreciate my life more even if I have to keep Perfume and Eau Thermale in my handbag all the time

You have a beautiful life too! Just change your mind and think only the positive things that ever or that you want to happen to you.

I thank god for every opportunity He gave me. I always think Im lucky.
Thank you Allah :)

*and here's my next wish.

Dear Allah,
I would love to get a hot boyfriend anytime soon. Pleaseeee.
Thank you in advance.

Regards
Your good girl
Erna Otoh

Look Good Feel Awesome!

2011-04-18T19:44:00.004+08:00

We're in the 21st century where looks are more important than anything . Maybe you want to argue but this is the truth, you can see everyone is going after designer stuff and living the Beverly Hills lifestyle. Well maybe not really everyone but thats what happen in the whole wide world. Fashion is getting weirder, and hangbags are getting more and more expensive than a television (seriously? TV is a lot more huge than handbags and TV is more awesome isnt it?).

(OMG Jake is more sexier now. geez *blushes*)

Well, what Im going to talk in this entry is that, it is not wrong for you to look good. In fact, we must look good so that people dont look down on us (hey girls! no no. dont put too much make up just keep it moderate). Maybe you think that looking good is not a big deal. But hey it is! in this century everything is judged by looks. Truth hurts but thats the truth.

If you wear nice clothes that makes you feel good, it will boost your confidence and you no longer feel down and people will not look down on you. You dont have to wear designer clothes or expensive stuff to look good. Just wear the best you can afford, dont hurt your wallet or purse.

A few weeks ago while I was driving I heard in the radio, they were discussing about looks. And then I heard by wearing nice clothes and keep looking good, you might get the job you want! because if you look good and you feel good and comfortable, it will boost your conFiDence and tadddaa! there you go! you will do well in your interview. So, next time when you go to interview, make sure you wear nice clothes that makes you feel that you're awesome. You dont have to tell everyone in the room that you're awesome because that attidude is very ANNOYING. Just wear smart and nice and everyone will think you're awesome.

Next, you might want to keep looking good for the whole year when you're going to work because that makes you look more professional. And you will draw attention from your boss, I mean the good attention. and who knows maybe you'll get promoted in the next few years. yeay!! (thinking about promotion makes me excited. LOL)

And also! this is the best part. I know you love attention as much as I do. Everyone love attention. but maybe some people love getting excessive attention,well Im not going to talk about that LOL but what Im going to tell you is that if you wear nice people will admire you. Plus, put that smile on your face! smile girls~ guys love girls who always smile(OMG this is the hardest part for me. I cant smile! Its embarassing!LOL Im a creep *rolls eyes*. Maybe I shold write about SMILE in my next entries and I need you to teach me how to smile! LOL

<-- see thats how hard for me to smile.

(inhale........ OK Im done here. *wink*)

I love them

2011-04-15T10:34:00.007+08:00

Im suppose to do this entry last nite but I fell asleep after I had my fresh milk. Dang! that milk was gooooood I fell asleep straight after that and I woke up late this morning oh and yesterday too! LOL. It is always good to have milk before sleep. Why don't you try it! milk is good for our bones, and skin too! for those who want to have fair and smooth, you can start drink milk as frequent as you can every week.

OK. Actually, I wanted to write about my last day at work (sad face). Today 15 April 2011 is my last day working with one of the best airlines in the world. (geez that name sounds very HUGE!). well it is huge! and people keep asking me why? why would I wanna quit working in such a big company, some maybe think I'm stupid or just uhm.. stupid for letting go such a big company. Well, to be honest it is not easy to get selected, and somehow I dont know how I get selected because I never think I'm that good. seriously. We have 3 type of exams/ test to go through before we get selected and most of the candidates are from oversea universities! and I'm just from local university. Can you see the big difference there?

Well, it is hard too for me to say goodbye because people here are nice. They love me (do they? or I'm just fantasizing LOL) and I love them. But, I dont think I'm ready to hold the position as executive. I'm just not good enough to be their executive. I keep thinking and thinking for monts and finally I have the balls to send my resignation letter to my manager. (the koolest manager who never get angry). I like him thou, he's kool.

One more thing that makes me sad is my website. oops. no actually our division website. I love doing website but since I was busy with other projects, I dont have that much time to spend on the website. It's sad to leave my baby (thats what they ask me to call it since I'm the owner of the website) I built the script!! and with my team too! the photographer, the 2nd developer, event team, project manager and all Human Capital staff.

And the 2nd reason is I get better offer from bigger company. TROLOL! (hey don't try this at home okay). Eh wait, what is the 1st reason? The 3rd reason, OK OK. I keep telling everyone that I'm gonna pursue my study in Master Degree so I resign (they don't trust me on that). Well, it is true! I'm not lying. I'm going to pursue my study as well, just not so soon. maybe end of this year or next year. So there you are! 3 reasons why I quit. I still love this company and who knows maybe I will be back. With higher confidence and better skills when I'm ready to hold a higher position.

* p/s to my beloved housemate : next week is your turn! LOL

With Love
Erna Otoh

What makes you beautiful

2011-04-14T12:51:00.002+08:00

Its not the dress you wear. Its not the designer jeans you wear. Neither the fancy bling-bling on your body. Not even the thick make up you use to cover your flaws. Feel good about yourself. You are beautiful. You must feel it from the inside. It will show on the outside. And who cares about those designer dress and hangbags. Dont let anyone judge you. Just be positive and let it shine. You will impress them.

Heads up girls! walk straight with confidence. You know you can do it.

oh wait. yea maybe you can give me that funky necklace

Lucky duck!

2011-04-14T12:32:00.002+08:00

I think I'm lucky!

what do you think? I think I'm lucky You think I'm lucky too rite? I think you're lucky too! I do. I do do do do do dooo.

Brand New!!

2011-04-08T17:20:00.012+08:00

hey hey!!

welcome to my brand new blog! I have deleted my previous entries because I decided to start over ♥ The new blog will be mostly in english because I have some english friends visiting my blog (ehe..)

I am brand new too! new hair! new job! new car! new style (people said I have become more and more lady type) But most importantly. I have become a lil more matured than before.Some of the contents in my previous entries are a bit 18SG, 18SX, 18U, 18CM, 18FT, 18PG, 18MM, 18KM and whatsoever.The new me and the new blog will no longer belongs to 18. but all age range. LOL.

Cheers for the new begining!

credits to flickr

what do you think? I look more matured now rite? =p